tell me how should i think

i dont know what to think.
sometimes i think i'm ok with the way i am,
but at times i got scared thinking about
whether this is really what i want or
i had simply just adapted to what was given.

people always tell me they spent everyday
with their partners.
and everyday meant weekends as well of course.

i tell my mate that.
he got defensive and always say
"but i'm already with you all weekend!"

duh? i told you that was never intended
to make you meet me everyday.
why do you need to get all agitated and defensive.
and besides, their everyday meant everyday.
they spent weekends together as well
so what does ur excuse cover?
i am not uncertain.

most of the time i really thought it was ok.
but when everyone told me other stories.
yes, i admit
i start to waver.
my stand became unsteady in the midst
of these opposing ideas.

i mean. weekdays people dont have fun.
weekdays are workdays.
tiring days.

but one needs to eat as well on any other day.
so what's wrong?

i have absolutely no idea.
someone do enlighten me.

it's not of any problem.
it's purely a question of mindset.

really it is?